My drEams arE neVeR enDIng

2009-05-21T02:19:00.000-07:00

I finally finish my exams..I am very happy but sad on the other hand cause my results are not as both my parents expected you see.But some are.Today in school is again about studying,meeting my friends,teachers,same old people but instead of feeling boring like reading a book more than 5 times,u could actually find the joy and anticipation u had with them as u will always learn somethings from them.Probably,unknowingly,u could also give them so of the good points for them to pick up.Seriously,I think that being in the school is not about studying,studying and more studying.besides that,we also need to mix around with our friends so that we will be able to cope with challenges or problems in the society.

2009-05-05T02:05:00.000-07:00

Today in school,I know that my examinations is coming..Piles and piles of homework is of course needed.Lets no talk about that.I actually really or should I say finally know the meaning of what Rudyh has said:Life is like a role of toilet paper;hopefully long and useful but it always ends at the wrong time.You might ask why cause today,I was so-called 'betrayed' by a friend.No matter how hard I persuaded her to stop it she just won't listen.To think she is good enough to give orders and fooling around with me is a absolute NO in my whole life.I am not talking gossips about her but it is just horrible enough to actually be betrayed at my most needed time.It is really challenging to me but I can't change life can I?

2009-04-30T01:55:00.000-07:00

Todae at school,I finally realized what is the true meaning of lonely.I have a friend who actually thinks I dont exist at all!Like I am the air or u can consider it as invinsible..This happens 2 times already both at school and in tuition.Truefully,I really hate being left out.I would love to tell everyone that has the same situation as me to not be left out because being left out really really tear your heart which is partly equal to a murdered case.it is really very hateful if someone make s u very...irritated..ohh..I dun know what to put it for that..forget it is just another detestable day torns and piles of homework..

2009-04-23T03:45:00.000-07:00

Today in school,I had my 'mock' oral test.At first it felt so scary that I almost wanted to pretend to be sick,but I tell myself we people must face all types of obstacles whether real or not..other students can do it so why only me,Natalie can't.Hence I went for it.I thought my teacher would be a fierce kind and so scary that it will be like a lion ready to eat you up but it turn out to be in the total opposite!Suprisingly,I guess I dun know my teacher well enough..She is like a caregiver teaching u bit by bit without any impatience. Know than I really realize what it meant by dun judge the book by its cover.haha,to find myself silly is really funny.I hope the people out there in this society will really really truly differentiate the people between:good and bad...

2009-04-21T01:41:00.000-07:00

Today, after hearing my friend say to someone,"act cool,"really is quite insaulting...why?You know,just saying act cool is not for fun.You dun say it for no meaning,u say it cause it really means it,but for those that just say that for fun think of yourself,dun u think is really kind of act cool too?I really feel like venting all my fustration here cause I really think that it is not my friend fault,she didn't act cool so why would that girl actually say such things..I am not really scolding her or you(who is reading) I just don't get why people will say that?I really hope that in the future they will think before speaking..I'm sorry if I had offended anyone..

2009-04-14T02:26:00.000-07:00

Today at school I learnt a lot of things..things that amy or may not be boring..my swimming carnival is coming and I am quite nervous though..I heard from others that their classmates swim quite well..so..I am really afraid..My father used to say its ok to be afraid because that is our normal human reaction and I guess that's true..but remembering a scence that occur during my netball match when I saw the shooter of my opponent side was very strong..I immediately told her about that and all she say was,"I guess that's the difference between that shooter and you.."Those are truly very meaningful to me when it comes to any competition..Hence I am using it right now..I hope those couraageous words will not only strengthen my faith and yours too..But of course,please do not act cool and say,"I am not afraid!"I believe what you say and what your inner heart thinks is totally the opposite..Let natural takes its own course...you will truly fing yourself...

2009-04-07T02:21:00.000-07:00

Today I am very happy because first time in my life I got 31/40 for my compo and also 18/20 for my compre..you guys reading this may think that it is so lame but to me,I can achieve thiese results is a pleasure too..Today at school our teacher showed us a video regarding I nternet which also talks about blogging.It says that if we blog to much,we could be easily addicted to it and also it will be seen public.You might find it foolish to actually believe in all this but it kinda like make sense so probably..not sure but maybe,I will cancel this blog..I am not sure but it really confuses me..

2009-03-26T00:32:00.000-07:00

Today just came back from school..It has been a quite tiring day.but..a persistent one..I am damn scared lorh because my netball south zone competition is coming..so far,my friends are alright and you know,I had a quarrel with my best friend..but what can I do?It was not my fault..so i shouldn't be the one apologizing...I learn that by right,certain friends are not to be trusted..sometimes,you are on your own and even if u want some,NO...You see,our lives have hardships etc. and we can't live without them....because,without them,life will me mEanIngless....

2009-03-13T02:57:00.000-07:00

CA1 finally has come to its end..although my results are not bad,but I was hopeing it could be better.Even though I tried my best,but I once told myself,TryIng,is neVer enough.Psle has not come to an end yet so the worse is still yet to come!It has been a wonderful day now and I hope this day never ends..To be awaken with a bright and shining spirit is what known best...Wishes to all my friends out there a gOOd luck for the exams..As a student,liFe is like that..you can change your habbit but...all THIS is basically up to u!This day has just ended..I hope you all enjoy life as I did so far....

Stress!

2009-02-10T01:41:00.001-08:00

CA1 is coming and now school has lots and lots and lots of things to do!Even so,we have homwork pileing up...we just can't blame it right can we??By right we should be doing but some weird people just don't want to do...To tell you all the truth,life is all about it except for now...My mother say when you study hard now,you will get good results later..
So,I guess that's just it...It's up for me to know..

Unlucky

2009-01-22T00:14:00.000-08:00

Today i fail my comprehension and must bring home and sign.(That applies to the whole class)I walk home dragging my feet wishing i could do better.After I went home,I called and told my mother what happen.From the other line,I could see her pleasant smile but as I told her about my comprehension,I could see that her smile faded with full of dissapointment.She started to scold me but I know that she did that for my own good.Although I cried,but what could I say?From then on,I swear to myself to study hard no matter what and if I don't reach my goals or DISSAPOINT both my parents,I rather die than to show them the papers.But then I hesitated.We must always face the fact rite???....But then again,I would maybe consider.How I wish I could just lay down peacefully for the rest of my lifes...put all my worries at the back of my head

Being dumb is what is plan for me..(who knows but maybe...)*I could judge,by looking at my coming PSLE scores...

2009-01-16T17:48:00.000-08:00

Todae nothing to do.Except for one thing,study.You may think that my life is boring with no fun at all but I think that is not that boring after all,having doing sums etc. its ok!I am always a postive person and not a negative one.We live for today is because of what we wanna be in the future.So why dun work hard now and enjoy it.May we have no regrets of what we choose.Life is never boring.We must stress out sometimes but what can we do?That is Life...

2009-01-13T23:23:00.001-08:00

Beginning of the year have a lot of things to do already.Even friendship matters to me can't even be solve.PSLE coming,parents kept asking their child to STUDY STUDY STUDY!But we children keep taking it for granted.Since last year,I finally realized that what is the meaning of that.Therefore I will kindly advised the children out in the world to really listen to both their parents as it is for their own good.Actually,if people is reading my blog,they will find it very boring.I hope that in the future,more exciting things will happen but of course something good!I have learnt a lot since last year and I hereby pledge to myself to myself into study.May all have a wonderful year ahead and have a happy new year!

Starting of the year

2009-01-02T04:21:00.000-08:00

2008 is a nice year but I think that 2009 will be worse!at least for me..PSLE coming so stress lorhs..parents only say study!study!study!so sian...hope time past fast so all this things can end..Hais..nevermind,who knows things could be a miracle at time?But I don't really believe in it!You know,my aim is to go into either Cresent Girls or River Valley High!So sian now..wiat till next entry.maybe take forever cause need to study like mad!keep smiling!

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Stress!

Unlucky

Starting of the year

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